My True Thoughts

So what I wrote earlier today was a load of crap. I mean what I have really been thinking about is, why do men tell you that they are going to call you and then not do it? It is not as if I go around shoving my phone number on people who do not ask for it. I most often do not even approach strangers. So what motivation would a man have to specifically have a long conversation with you and tell you in no uncertain terms that he would like to see you again and then not call? I know that this happens to other women because I have discussed it with my girlfriends. I don't believe that mothers simply don't teach their sons the value of honesty and integrity. Is there something in the male psyche that thinks they can go around lying and subtly manipulating others and that it simply does not matter because there are no dire consequences? And women sit at home wondering what it is that we have done that has made them not call. That is the worst part. I replay situations over in my head trying to think if I made an ass of myself, was unattractive, said something idiotic, etc., and make myself more nuts in small degrees. Men wonder why a lot of women seem a bit neurotic? Try dating men for say 10 years of your life! It's enough to drive one to drink (which only leads to more dating disasters). So for you out there who got my phone number, looked me straight in the eye, and explicitly said that you would call me and would like to see me again and then never did, I could have taken it like a big girl if you had said nothing at all. And then I wouldn't have wasted my time thinking about you. I just hope you know what great knitted socks you're missing out on mister (you dumbass).